what happened last night?

What happened last night?
You ignored me—day and night.
What did I ever do to you?
What do you have against me?

I hate you for leaving me,
For making me think of you all night.
Where were you
When you chose to abandon me?

And yet, I hate it when you return,
And I hate it when I let you back in.
My hopeful heart knows no better,
Always longing, always breaking.

by C⛤