You were my Dopamine

You are my addiction. 

And I'm trying to let you go 

Because you are no good for me

And you don't want me. 

I want you. I needed you. 

All the time. 

You never wanted me. 

Never valued me. 

Never had plans with me. 

But I did. 

I always thought of doing everything with you. 

But you never wanted to be bothered. 

When you were abandoned by your people. 

I was there. 

And you rejected me. 

Still are. 

Now I suffer alone. 

Going through a dopamine withdrawal. 

And it is the hardest process I've ever had to endure. 

I'm left to endure this withdrawal by myself. 

Now I'm burnt out, 

Finding my way back to happiness...

Without you. 

by C⛤